Redneck Press with Fried Chicken and Coffee

(orig­i­nally appeared in Dead Mule)

She loves him as only a Chris­t­ian woman
can love a man; cru­ci­fies him with love,
bears wit­ness to love, kills him with devo­tion.
She is called Jude. She sings
Jesus Loves Me with a power that
promises He'd darn-sight better.

Her hus­band leaves at mid­night.
She turns in her bed, naked & warm,
to hear him at the gate. Out­side,
snow thick as white oleo lies
in slabs under moon­light. His cat crawls
from under the truck & ducks inside
for warmth as he slips out to icy air.

“Jason” she cries. His blue eyes flash
fox-like as he bolts, with her in pur­suit.
His foot pumps the gas & the old engine
turns over. Doors locked, he shifts into gear.
Across the snow she runs, breasts bob­bing,
legs sprint­ing, moon­lit hair fly­ing behind.

His shoe presses the pedal. She leaps
on the run­ning board. Her rav­aged face
presses against his win­dow, a gargoyle’s
mask of furi­ous despair. Her mouth makes
"Jasons" in the air; wide toothy sound­less
"O"s against the frosty glass. With arms
embrac­ing steel, her body hugs the cab.

When he picks up speed, she screams,
lets go, falls back into the snow,
chest heav­ing at the moon, & lies wait­ing
for the cold to melt her rage.
Her sobs assault the quiet, coun­try night,
curses pitch like arrows after a truck
long out of sight & sound. She knows
she's seen the last of it and him.

In the crisp light of morn­ing, freshly bathed,
and smil­ing with resolve, she takes his cat
to the pound & goes to church.

Bev­erly A. Jack­son lives in the moun­tains of Asheville where she writes and paints. Her work appears in many online lit­er­ary venues and in print. Her blog is at www​.bev​erlya​jack​son​.com and her art can be seen at www​.artshack​stu​dio​.com.